You found your mate not long ago
And the black duck was chosen on the go
Sweet words of passion you used to say
Till the day came when you went away
As I long for the peace of my sleep
All I can do when closing my eyes is weep
Confused between your knife and heart
My back still hurts and I suffer a painful tart
It was true love we used to talk about
But now eluding me is what you’re about
Like a dot of ink you wish to erase me
From the book of your life you removed me
Your eyes saw me as something in the past
Now I am nothing to you and it will last
I am the black duck you once poisoned with lovely lies
Now you are with your mate
Embrace my sight away from this light
And forevermore in darkness keep me safe
My Demons and I are aware of one another
While my Angels pity me as they know me no more
Keep me where my fears I cannot see
Keep me where my shadow they cannot reach
I am alive but in the ground I am buried
My mind is peculiar; I am wrong as I am pale
The form of my sanity is my insanity
Addicted to Despair; my piece of cake
Embrace my heart away from this kindness
And so deeply in wickedness drench what is left of me
My Demons and I have fallen for one another
While my Angels cry for me more and more
Keep me where my face I cannot see
Keep me where my world I ca
Exhaustion found a place to rest its head
My heart is the pillow and my body is the bed
So weary and tired I have become of this life
To reality I was wed as a widow not a wife
Oh sweet agony, my sweet child, my unborn
A child I was when my smile died and I was born
Dear misery, my miserably significant other
This pain I can no longer hide nor can I cover
I am a language you cannot speak
The word Melancholy at its peak
Understand that I am sick beyond comprehension
A dignified freak with a certified apprehension
You do not know this person that you see
For I am imprisoned in the bottom of a sea
Just let them be oh dear self, let them be
You