Buried Alive

I'm back again kekeke It's been while ..

so I made this wallpaper because I wanted to used those new pics of Ao Sama and because I just wanted to create a new conceptual wallpaper kekeke

I gotta say making this wallpaper was no picnic for me, two different sides with different colors and everything, it needed a lot of work kekeke

so about the concept:

Buried Alive .. The red side is Buried and the blue side is Alive

The red side is buried, the red stands for warmth and passion.. Those feelings are buried by the hands of reality, violated by its cruel-ness and by his own hands to hide and protect what is left of them in his heart .. And he is buried because he is not alive in this form, he cannot be 

The blue side is alive, the blue stands for water .. Like the depth of the bottom of the sea, it is cold and it is so deep that no one has been able to fully see it all.. He is alive here because he can be himself, because he is now used to being this cold, used to being alone; alive because only in this form can he live while protecting what is left of his heart and what is hidden in his heart. To the viewer it is a dark and cold place, but he found in this place a home, a warm place where he can just be .. His sanctuary.

As for the guitar, it symbolizes his voice. 

I chose those pics especially because of the way Ao Sama is holding the guitar. The red, he is leaning on it, leaning on his voice to be his protector. While in the blue, he is embracing his voice, being one with it, he can use it freely.. And not just for protection ..

Also, notice how everything looks very pretty on the red side only it's just on the surface, the beauty is not deep .. 
While on the blue side, it is not as pretty and it looks cold and lonely but the beauty is very deep because one can be himself in this place away from the fakeness of that other world.

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