Do not abandon me with the voices in my head
Their torture is a child growing inhumanly inside of me
One that I abhor but cannot abscond
I am terrified, horrified and frozen
My hoarse screams are left unheard
Have you forsaken me, left me stranded in their hands?!
I know not what is needed from me!
I know not what is to become of me anymore!
Dear Serenity, do I burden you with my momentary smiles?
Have I not escaped being the miserable human being that I am?
Should I make myself scarce?
A human that is not being, a being that cannot be!
My room is darkness but my vision is bright
This dark scene is my life, in the dark I was, in the dark I am
I fear a light that is not true to the sun that I know
Alone I sit with my nothingness in my days and in my nights
With green eyes that resemble the skin of a slithering snake
They glare at me and desire nothing but my nothingness
I grew weary of your greed
Your selfishness suffocates me and I need to breathe
I will fear you no more, I will loath you even more
A mountain I will be to your wind
My faith shall not be weakened by the likes of you
I am a prideful Peacock, I am a loyal Owl
I am the Devil himself when my Fallen is asleep
Know this my dear Envy,
“I rise above all the unworthy
They envy me, but deny it
Knowing that I am worthy”.
(Thursday, September 05, 2013